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Oh mother, where art thou [26 Nov 2003|07:21pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

It's the holidays.

Emptiness. Empty empty.
How do we go from here? I want my mom back. It's not fucking right she's gone. GONE.

Christmans. empty. dinner at grandmas. She'll cry, then i'll cry.
My dad has been crying a lot. It's just hard rto watch it. It's hard not to join in. I cryed too. Crying hurts too.
GONE GONRGONRE...'
gone
hard to deal and i'm pissed sad mad. sakdhskhdasfhaiwrhiuawua.817267147q174auwhgwajlkhsajfaas

I want to vomit. a lot.
crying and vomiting. WHy did thid have ti happen? what went wrong?

I can't write anuymote.

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[16 Nov 2003|01:45pm]
My mom died.
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Icon madness [31 Oct 2003|02:36am]
I really must assert this here.

I am the ROPE LIGHT QUEEN.

I am in all ways involved with rope light.

I master it. I entreat it. I own it.

I am the rope light.





I have a new icon. and no one anwered my pleas. :(

Why.
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Please answer me!! [30 Oct 2003|03:39am]
[ mood | enthralled ]

I don't know how to put pictures from my webcam on here and in the goth comm and stuff.

HOW DO I DO THIS?!?!?!??!

ANyone pleeeeeez help!

I want you all to see things like what I did in my icons... I'll give you cyber candy!!! And ghosdie stories!

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Whee! [29 Oct 2003|01:41am]
[ mood | weird ]

I have had a good week so far. I went shopping again, even though I hvaewn't really got te money for it! LOL!

Just a quick update, got some good candy for H, finished my costujme, party firday, much fun and anticpoation!

YES!

Have a hAPPY hALLOWEEN!

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Hi! [24 Oct 2003|11:54pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

I saw the show at the reverb and i wanted to sawy that you guys and girl! did a wonderful job. I'm a fan now!

I don't know what else to say other than t hank you my friend and I really enjoyed it.

Are you gonna come round again?? PLeeeeeez???

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I thik I'm gonna make it! [23 Oct 2003|11:31am]
[ mood | awake ]

Getting sicked!
I am pujmped for the show tonite!
I went on a search for the band and I saw some of the pictures!! It's awesome!
Tehy totally have the goth thing down and yu can hear some of their music!! www.albinospiders.com
awesome.
I can't wait!

Gonna goth up too! Just have to find my corset and flame hose.
Nick's jaw is gonna drop!

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Ok. [19 Oct 2003|03:45pm]
[ mood | high ]

Happy un - birthday to me.

Watching Disney's ALice in Wonderland is a total trip.

I kinda forgot to mention the friends only type lj I have.

Comment here and i'll add you back!!

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Going under [18 Oct 2003|03:29pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Pretty hott lead chick for evanescence. Goth and long black hair. Nice. She's so pale too with just the rifght amount of make-up. I aspire for the look she has on the cover of the album. MMm.
I thought I had more to write here, but I don't. Hey, hey.

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Joy and joy [17 Oct 2003|03:56am]
[ mood | drunk ]

I wish I couuyls stnad.
I'm a liottle bitt drunk right now... just a weeeeeeee. bit..

itfeels nice tho., ahh. nice.

and nicjks here oyt.

i lovenick.

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So early. [13 Oct 2003|08:35am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Why am I awake so goddamn early.
Goes to show you that you can't really escape the past all that easily. No matter how hard you try.
I know I sid I wouldn't talk about my shit life anymore and that's why I deleted the old lj... but fuck it all. I'm depressed and you all will hear about it. I just want comfort that's all.
Even though I haven't added anyone yet. Procrastination is a bitch.
I'm a bitch.
We're all bitches.
Bitch is the world.
Bitch bitch bitch.

And tht's the insanity for today.

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Kill [10 Oct 2003|12:34pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

Man.

JEsus.

Speechless.

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UPdate [06 Oct 2003|05:28pm]
[ mood | excited ]

CostumeL:

bikini done

boots bought

two fishnets: gotta find red ones

cape: saw one at walkmart... but maybe should make

hair: still fabulous!

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Plan [02 Oct 2003|06:59am]
[ mood | fuck classes ]

Ok, road trip.
Leaving today. Be back sunday night.

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. [29 Sep 2003|01:00am]
[ mood | bitter ]

Bitterness.

Much bitterness.

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Lonely [28 Sep 2003|02:03am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I was sitting in front of the computer when my ex started im me.
He told me about how he didn't really know why he broke up with me but he knew it was for the best. He did ask me how I was doing. It's been quite some time since I'd thought about him seriously though. It was weird and yet sad to talk to him again. We used to tlak all the time. We would never be apart and it was wonderful. It hurts to think that I was just a bump in the road for him, or at least that's the way he's making it sound. Something about I was just too irresitable but he knew it was a bad idea in the first place. Great, it's my faiult I let all this hurt into myself and I made his life difficult.
Yeah right. Jerk.
Why is it that when someone stops calling it means it's over? Why not just fiucjking tell the perosn it's over! No i had to go over there and tlk to him and clear everything up. ThenI cried. I cried for so many fuycking hours. I hurt and I hurt and it never goes away.

I don't really know what I'm saying. I just know that it's not okay for him to start talking to me like he wants to blame the whole relationship on me and it's my fault it all went bad and he feels guilty about it now. Whatever, asshole!

Fuck him and fuck everyone.

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Woo! [21 Sep 2003|01:41am]
[ mood | intimidated ]

All better!!

And it's sunday.
That wasn't worth it.

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[08 Sep 2003|10:04pm]
Hello All.
New Cat on the prowl.
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