Emptiness. Empty empty.
How do we go from here? I want my mom back. It's not fucking right she's gone. GONE.
Christmans. empty. dinner at grandmas. She'll cry, then i'll cry.
My dad has been crying a lot. It's just hard rto watch it. It's hard not to join in. I cryed too. Crying hurts too.
hard to deal and i'm pissed sad mad. sakdhskhdasfhaiwrhiuawua.817267147q174au
I want to vomit. a lot.
crying and vomiting. WHy did thid have ti happen? what went wrong?
I can't write anuymote.