Guilty (black_iris) wrote,
Guilty
black_iris

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I was sitting in front of the computer when my ex started im me.
He told me about how he didn't really know why he broke up with me but he knew it was for the best. He did ask me how I was doing. It's been quite some time since I'd thought about him seriously though. It was weird and yet sad to talk to him again. We used to tlak all the time. We would never be apart and it was wonderful. It hurts to think that I was just a bump in the road for him, or at least that's the way he's making it sound. Something about I was just too irresitable but he knew it was a bad idea in the first place. Great, it's my faiult I let all this hurt into myself and I made his life difficult.
Yeah right. Jerk.
Why is it that when someone stops calling it means it's over? Why not just fiucjking tell the perosn it's over! No i had to go over there and tlk to him and clear everything up. ThenI cried. I cried for so many fuycking hours. I hurt and I hurt and it never goes away.

I don't really know what I'm saying. I just know that it's not okay for him to start talking to me like he wants to blame the whole relationship on me and it's my fault it all went bad and he feels guilty about it now. Whatever, asshole!

Fuck him and fuck everyone.
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